College Life of Mine

Hello fellas, meet me again, the same writer for a different story of my dusty blog.

So this time I'd like to share a brief story of my college life.

It's been about 4 months to be such a super busy medical student of Lambung Mangkurat University, I did lotta things, I studied, I disscussed, I read books, I read journals, I browsed, I learned, etc. It's been (I think) the most busy 4 months in my life. 

Jadi gini ceritanya ya.....................................................................

As time goes by, gue udah ninggalin lumayan jauh yang namanya kehidupan SMA dengan hal-hal yang super ngangenin kaya baju seragam putih abu-abu, upacara bendera tiap hari Senin, bunyi bel istirahat dua kali tiap hari, bapak ibu guru yang masuk silih berganti, dan masih banyak hal lain yang super duper ngangenin. Gak kerasa udah kurang lebih 4 bulan gue berkecimpung di dunia perkuliahan. It's so sensational, I mean like, this is such a very-strange yet challenging feeling guys. Rasanya aneh, tapi nantang banget. Bener kata orang-orang kalo kehidupan kuliah ga se klasik dan penuh kasih sayang kaya kehidupan SMA yang menurut gue semuanya serba gampang dan serba dimanjain. 

Wah, kalo sekarang.............................................................................. mau manjain diri aja susah, apalagi mau minta dimanja-manjain #ups.

Okay, as a medical student who always chill with such books in every single time of my life, gue pikir ini adalah hal yang harus banget gue biasain demi masa depan yang cerah nantinya. The first time knowing that I got accepted in this faculty, I felt like I was flying away to meet a dreamland. Happy, proud and cheers were always be there right next to my heart. Awal-awal masuk emang bener nih, 'wooohooooo gue anak FK man, FK!! Fakultas Kedokteran! sini gue ulangin, Fakultas Kedokteran!' and at the same point I felt like, Medical Faculty has another plus point from others.

Rasa bangga dan semangat menggebu-gebu itu terus membasah-kuyupi jiwa dan raga ini. Tapi gak lama. After a while, It turns worse. I mean like, 'ANJIRRRR! CAPEK MEN! CAPEEEEEEEEK!'. Oh man please, You dated books, while other friends of yours are hanging out there sooooo fricking happy. (Life ain't as smooth as a Korean actresses' faces by the way).

Well I write this by surveys, so you know.................................................................................................

Other months were keep running. Semua terus muter kaya jarum jam yang gak bakal bisa balik lagi. Semuanya bakal terus jalan, gak peduli mau nilai bagus apa bobrok, mau skill mantep apa kagak, mau ilmu penuh apa malah kosong. Gaada yang peduli basically. Show kept going, Life kept running.

Back to the first time entering college, it was on September 2013 (if I'm not mistaken). And as what I've said before, kalo kuliah itu beda jauh sama SMA. Di kuliah semuanya dituntut serba mandiri dan serba bisa. Mau gak semandiri dan gak sebisa apapun lo pada udah dianggep mandiri dan bisa. So, it's your life choice to be so.

Dulu, waktu gue SD apa gitu ya, gue selalu pengen cepet kuliah banget, cz drama series on tv always show how college students dressed, how they falling in love to others around them, how they wear make up, how they drive cars to campus, and how they wear a super glamorous hand bag to campus. OH MY GOODNESS THEY WERE JUST SUPER DUPER MEGA BULLSHITTTTTS. I can't make them realized nooooooow in my college life. As a medical student, those things seem so impossible to be realized. Pertama, anak-anak FK kalo ke kampus musti pake baju super duper mega rapih, yang cewe pake baju rapi (non kaos) dan wajib pake rok, yang cowo baju rapi juga sama celana panjang (non jeans) dan rambut juga musti rapi gaboleh rewo-rewo. Yang kedua, gue pikiiir, yang namanya kuliah itu adalah gabungan antara belajar sama TP TP alias tebar pesona. Eh ternyata engga sama sekali. Di kampus gue kayanya 1892449210% nya pada mau serius dan konsen belajar deh. Dan yang paling bikin gue sadar kalo hidup itu ga seindah sinetron dan drama series di tv adalah masalah tas. Yang bikin gue sangat bete adalah ketika lo berekspektasi bakalan bisa make hand bag gonta ganti tiap hari buat kuliah, tapi realita berkata tidak. Di mana tiap hari lo musti bawa buku beratus-ratus halaman yang kalo lo bawa pake hand bag, yang ada hand bag lo yang bakal jebol. Another expectation is going executed.

Okay, this is what exactly happened when expectation meets an an reliable reality........

Here, I may conclude things:

1.  Be yourself is all what you need, 

2. Struggle, survive (and sometimes surrender at a certain point) are the flavour of your bright future,

3.  Believe in yourself of what you're doing, and what your aim are  for,

4. Reaching goals actually needs efforts,

5. Don't give up on pressures and condition,

6. God knows you can, and

7. Believe me, life ain't as splendid as fairy tales your mom told you.

I've barely said that, di kuliah itu butuh kemandirian dan keberanian penuh. Gaada lagi manja-manjaan, tolong-tolongan dan lain-lain. Awalnya gue pikir juga gitu. Malah gue udah niatin kalo kuliah bakal super fokus sama nilai dan studi gue sendiri. Tapi, Medical Fakulty a.k.a FK taught me a lot of undescribable things, like......... TOGETHERNESS, AWARENESS, LOVE, AFFECTION, STRUGGLE, etc. 

Kita ditutuntut banget buat selalu bersama dalam susah maupun seneng. Kita masuk bareng, dan harapannya keluar dan nantinya coass bareng-bareng juga. Jadi dokter bareng-bareng juga (amin).

Angkatan gue gak dikit, 144 orang. Susah tau gak sih ngatur 144 kepala yang sangat kreatif dan banyak ide buat ngelakuin banyak hal-hal spektakuler. Susah, iya susah banget. Sampe-sampe awalnya masing-masing kita banyak yang udah mutusin buat jalan masing-masing tanpa peduli sesama. Ternyata itu salah besar. Semenjak ada LDKM (Latihan Dasar Kepemimpinan Mahasiswa), kita semua dilatih dan dibiasakan buat selalu sama-sama dalam susah maupun senang.

And it worked baby! Now it seems like we've been loving each other so dee

CARDIO13 UNLAM BANJARMASIN

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Sekian buat sesi sharing tentang FK pagi ini. Meet you again when I meet you, Cyberpalls.

I love you.

Love,

Atika